Someday.
Lately I lost sight of me. I lost sight of my goals and my ambitions. I was trying to cover who I am.
I been trying to make you love me.
Could you love a savage a monster? Could you love someone who was so ugly on the inside? I tried to balance the ugly by doing deeds but it seems like the ugliest moments do go away. I tried to drown them but a small moment of euphoria wasn’t worth the deep fall into the blackness.
Everything I try takes you further from me.
I alienated everything and everyone. I pushed everything aside in hope to erase the past.
Im letting go of everything I know.
I wish I could start over as a blank slate and get rid of the negative in the world. In hindsight I learned the past will always be there no matter how good or how ugly. We as a people must learn from it and move on. Let’s not get stuck in what was and focus on Today. Who I am or who we are today. The past should not be revisited but educate us on what not to do.
Nothing hurts anymore.
As people its hard to let go. Pain and suffering is the hardest to let go. People are hard to let go. For a stronger healthier you. You must free yourself from the chains of despair.
I feel kind of free.
Once you learn to let go. Freedom is yours. Be free
Spread your wings and fly……
The Other Side of Philly 